Thursday, May 10, 2007

Mother's Day

I have been worrying this week about what Mother's Day will be like for me. My friend sent me this & I thought it was beautiful.

What Makes A Mother?

I thought of you and closed my eyes; and prayed to God today.
I asked, "What makes a Mother?", and I know I heard him say....
A Mother has a baby, this we know is true. But God can you be a Mother, when your baby's not with you?

"Yes you can!", He replied with confidence in his voice.
"I give many women babies, when they leave is not their choice. Some I send for a lifetime; and others for a day- And some I send to feel your womb, but there's no need to stay."

"I just don't understand this God, I want my baby here."
He took a breath and cleared his throat; and then I saw a tear. I wish I could show you, what your child is doing today. If you could see your child smile with other kids and say,"We go to earth to learn our lessons of Love and Life and Fear, My Mommy Loved me oh so much, I got to come straight here..

I feel so lucky to have a Mom, who had so much love for me.
I learned my lesson very quickly, My mommy set me free. '
I miss my Mommy, oh so much but I visit her each day...
when she goes to sleep, on her pillow's where I lay.

I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek; and whisper in her ear,
"Mommy, don't be sad today, I'm your baby and I'm here."
So you see my dear sweet one, your child is okay.
Your baby is here in my home; And this is where he'll stay.
He will wait for you with me, until your lesson is through.
And on the day that you come home; he'll be at the gates for you.

So, now you see what makes a Mother, it's the feeling in your heart.
It's the love you had so much of; right from the very start.

By Jennifer Wasik.

2 comments:

Angela said...

I think it has taken me 2 hours to read Jackson's blog... the tears just keep pouring out. My heart breaks for you. I just lost one of my twins this May. Zoe lived for just 12 hours. As I read through your blog it gives me strength. You have such a sweet outlook on such a raw expierence. I hope I can come out of this with half of your faith, strength,knowledge and understanding. I want you to know you have touch my heart. I dont even know you but your are an example to me. So thank you for posting these sweet messages and your lovely pictures of your beautiful angel baby!

Team Allen said...

again I love this anj! almost makes me cry just sitting here..you and lincoln are amazing. honestly, hopefully someday we can be as great as you guys are! we both respect you so much!